Tuesday, August 26, 2008

I Frustrate Me

I'm feeling heavy.

I'm walking under the weight of expectancy, every day, thinking something might change and going to bed knowing it hasn't.

I hate feeling like the better my moments are, the more they reminded of what I think I'm missing. It's a silly way to live.

I guess I'm just lonely. That's ok, right?

3 comments:

The Morrigan said...

*hug*

That feeling is so familiar to me... keep in mind that you're doing amazing things right now. Those better moments are part of the sum of your life. They're incredible gifts. The loneliness will lose its power in time.

Love you

brett tilford said...

Yeah I think it's allowed.

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